they call me on and on

sitonacornflake @ 2006-02-24T15:10:00

2006-02-24T22:09:58Z

<td align="center"> Rebecca --
[noun]:

A person who is constantly high

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com</td>

if anyone reads this...

2005-12-31T20:15:11Z

There will be a fun get together tonite, involving booze, kickball, and a treehouse cabana.
Your attendence would be much appreciated!

(if you were at the kickball night #1, it will be similar, if not..better)

call me! 480-216-3482

anne, brendan, aaron, allison, ryan, DEREK if you are here, all you guys...Im talking to you.

sitonacornflake @ 2005-10-22T15:22:00

2005-10-22T22:21:35Z

sitonacornflake @ 2005-09-14T08:11:00

2005-09-14T15:26:01Z

im the girl from impnema.

whether or not you like it, im home.
the security man asked me to take of my shoes, my visible shiny buckles on my shoes were a threat when i left that day in san francisco.

most akwardly i sat in the seat next to a girl that was nervous
to see her boyfriend who lives in arizona.
i told her not to be.
i told her, "as soon as you see him, it won't feel like that anymore".
she agreed.

i was introduced to the science and productivity of LED lights.
he was on business, meeting with dentists to see if they wanted
the latest LED head lamp for surgery operations.
i never thought i'd know what LED lights were.

all this time i tried to focus on what they were saying.
maybe trying to ignore the painful 24 hours before that.
when i felt like that was where i wanted to live, be, be heard.
thats ridiculous.

OKAY in other words, San Francisco was fun. I paid a bum to tell me where the SFMOMA was, i bought pot cookies at a peace festival in golden gate park (HA). I got drunk at "los weekends" bar in alameda. walk to the top of a hill with joe. bought pottery and jewelry on telegraph in berkeley. saw tralala, xbxrx, and bobby dj'ed. oh yeah, and sesame seed was with me the whole time.

thanks for hanging out last night ryan!

sitonacornflake @ 2005-08-10T13:54:00

2005-08-10T21:00:07Z

um really not a lot has been going on.

I really have no idea what im doing or going or seeing or feeling.

I go through the motions everyday
not even noticing that things around me really matter.

for example, my job. though it has that light bright easy going feeling...its pretty damn hard for the most part and Ive kind of felt off center since I took it.

or was it when Dave left that things became off centered.

Im not sure.

Maybe Im off center right now because of what happened to ryan (no not you ryan).

so I feel like Ive been like this for awhile

when I haven't.

I guess i'll just let it be. for now.

my friends really matter to, and I feel like Im slackin off in that category..I mean Im there but not always THERE! its annoying!

I will be seeing dave soon (i think i'll fly home the 11th of September..)
I will be ordering the bisq soon (EEK)
I will be in a band soon (I SWEAR TO IT...IT WILL HAPPEN) I have too many didies (sp?) to keep hidden any longer.

Led Zepplica this weekend. anyone? unfortunate for you, but it will be good for me....
I don't know, I might need to save money.

ok I'll shutup

adjective agenda for yesterday

2005-07-19T20:42:25Z

mathing-working-migrainehappening-pillpopping-resting-eating-driving-smoking-meeting-wasefdriving-arriving-listening-drinking-grooving-smoking-calling---missing---wasefdriving-stopping-loading(bike)-driving-thinking-dreaming!-calling-missing-missing-goodnight.

sitonacornflake @ 2005-07-15T16:43:00

2005-07-15T23:44:29Z

this is how sad it is.. its this sad.

my little sesame seed

2005-07-11T01:01:44Z

so much has happened, but this will explain enough.
what fun!

sitonacornflake @ 2005-06-24T14:04:00

2005-06-24T21:05:20Z

wow, the lightning has never felt this good.

I saw enon with thunderbirds and sparrow last night.
very exciting.
I don't know why I think I'm such a grandma sometimes.
I kept telling myself "go home, you have work in the morning"
but i didn't listen to myself.
and i stayed out (good thing too).
and i feel fine!

anyone can live off a few hours of sleep.
im listening to lou reed in my office eating a lunchable.
I guess I'm not really taking THAT walk on the wild side.

oh yeah, lianananananana. typing her name makes me feel better, miss you.

lame

2005-06-18T19:31:04Z

i thought of a song this morning that would be so incredibly amazing, hopefully I can convince Jesse into playing it and then it could be one of our songs!

more importantly this week has been nuts. platters breaking and girls passing out in back hallways.

i think im going to let june 20th bday boys come over to my house to celebrate bdays
we'll see.

todays agenda: solve math problems, get over my hang over, hang out with friends, discover flying, maybe eat a taco.

bye!

CAL-E-FORN-YA

2005-06-11T22:57:29Z

sitonacornflake @ 2005-06-11T11:52:00

2005-06-11T18:54:06Z

uh oh.

i plan on having way more fun this time.

sitonacornflake @ 2005-03-20T13:30:00

2005-03-20T20:33:49Z

south mountain-spring break. woo!

sitonacornflake @ 2004-06-20T01:10:00

2004-06-20T08:25:13Z

Beautifully syndicated talk show host Monty Jacobs talks with phenom-writer Rebecca Roberts on her new book "Polaroids".

I met her at her apartment, poorly painted self portraits confetti the first hallway as I walked in. She was wearing a t-shirt and silk boxers, quite posssibly just waking up. It was 2:00 in the afternooon.

MJ: Tell me Rebecca, what in your opinion brought this simplistic tell-all story about your lifestyle to the spotlight?
RR: Its not going to last.
MJ: Whats not going to last?
RR: Phenomenon...thats brutal.
MJ: Will you answer my question?
RR: I think its honest (smokes cigarette for two minutes of silence) its something for us to look at when we are in any state of mind. Thats all.
MJ: Uhhh, okay, next question. Who is a strong inflluence to you as a writer?
RR: Dude, I am not a writer. I take pictures and explain my life as simple as possible. Apparently this is entertaining for people.
MJ: I can understand that, and if i may, quote your affects " This is a picture of me and my friend. I was really high and drunk."
RR: Yes,
MJ: That is all you wrote.
RR: The entire thing?
MJ: No, just that chapter.
RR: Okay.
MJ: Yes, well. Next item, how is it your friends and family agree to the publicity.
RR: Well, I paid for the film, therefore they are mine. Though no problems have arrived so far, there is very little to stop me.
MJ: Stop you from what?

to be continued....

sitonacornflake @ 2004-05-13T02:06:00

2004-05-13T17:38:36Z

tonite i drove home from whatever patio i was smoking at and i was listening to the new modest mouse album. i find that between main st and university on stapley going exactly 45 mph fit the beat to track 10 on the album. the lines on the road, the middle lane lines. passing and moving entirely to the beat. not only the beat, but the cars in oncoming traffic were changing lanes to the vocals and the weird percussion was to the beat of the walking down the road. it was brilliant. for that one mile the world was set to my music. this makes me want to produce such extremities in real life. film like set to music. listen to music and find that exact moment. awesome.

sitonacornflake @ 2004-04-22T13:00:00

2004-04-22T19:58:21Z

its when someone realizes that their own identity and thoughts are important that they want to keep records. i believe in my thoughts and i wish to express them in my own individual way. few will see this, possibly none. i have every right to keep it for myself. unlike most this isn't to talk crap or talk about someone they love. its to express my thoughts and ideas clearly. to write and look at this i want to see. i love art, this can be art to me.